Tuesday, October 23, 2012

Always Discovering


Seeing the mushrooms appear overnight as if from nothing,
I am always discovering wonder.

Hearing the smile in your voice as we talk together,
I am always discovering joy.

Looking up at night to see the Milky Way gleam,
I am always discovering majesty.

Feeling your head nestle against my shoulder as we lie together,
I am always discovering love.

Watching a tree through the weeks change from green to yellow to flaming gold,
I am always discovering beauty.

Delighted by your strong love and subtle insights,
I am always discovering you.

Wednesday, April 4, 2012

Cross the threshold

I took a spirit journey tonight, the first real one in several months.  The last time I tried, I could not keep in the 'trance', I kept popping out of shamanic consciousness and couldn't visualize clearly.  This time I took more time, and also got some lovely nature sounds to play to put me in the right state.

I took a long time on the seashore this time.  The sky was dark twilight, clear and cool, and the ocean was crystalline and dark, like blown glass with a heart of night.  I made my way up the past the tide line, through the saw grass, and onto the path between the trees.

The path was sandy and bare, and the trees were dark with just a few new leaves appearing.  There was little undergrowth.  I slowly walk up the path, to the opening of the clearing.  As I stepped out into the clearing, the sun was shining and warm on my skin, and the lush grass was soft on my feet.  A half moon was in the sky with the sun.  I walked down a little way to the Oak tree, and gave it big hug; the slender branches stroked my back and welcomed me, not caring how long I had been away. 

I thanked Oak for all his help, then turned to my right and greeted Spider (who appeared 5 foot high and shining black).  I carefully embraced Spider (not wanting to hurt her legs) and kissed her on the head, thanking her for all the support that she has given me.  Barn Swallow came down and perched on my shoulder and greeted me, and I thanked her for her gifts and inspiration.

I asked my patrons what I should do next, and they suggested that I walk down to the stream.  I did so, and marveled at the clear, sparking water.  I took a sip of it, which felt cool and sparkling.  I asked if I should run some cards for my upcoming move, using the Celtic tree oracle cards, and they said that would be fine; Oak said he would bless them for me.

I thanked all by friends and walked out of the clearing.  As I walked down the path, it was much sunnier and there were pale wildflowers popping up around the trees, and many new green leaves appeared.  At the sea, I took another sip and felt the ocean's vast calmness there for me if I needed it, then woke up.

I got out the Celtic tree cards and laid out cards in the Three Worlds spread.  This is what I got:

Underworld: deep resources, wisdom from ancestors --
Beech
    Cross the threshold that is challenging you

Middleworld: truth at the core of the matter --
Gooseberry
    Draw on the wisdom of those who have walked the path before you

Upperworld: starry wisdom, clear insight --
Alder
    Defend your territory, and clear the way before you

I read this to mean that we should go ahead with the move, but be sure to have everything in writing and make sure everything is in order before we do it!

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Sunday, March 25, 2012

Go Tell the Stars

A Winter Solstice song, inspired by David Carter's Go Tell the Fox

Go tell the stars,
    Shining in the night;
Go tell the squirrel,
    With his eyes so bright;
Go tell the mice,
    Hiding in the corn;
Go tell the farmer,
    That the Oak Lord's born
    Again!

Go tell the rabbit,
    Creeping through the wild;
Go tell the doe,
    Curled 'round her sleeping child;
Go tell the moth,
    Beating on the lantern;
Go tell the cricket,
    That the wheel has turned
    Again!

Go tell the spring,
    That makes the river flow;
Go tell the trees,
    With their feet beneath the snow;
Go tell the fox,
    Underneath the pine;
Go tell the people,
    That the sun will shine
    Again!

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

Its Crossing

Halloween evening, as the sun was setting, I walked in the woods.  The air was chilly, with a hint of smoke, and sky was clear and cold.  As I walked, I saw a few deer, lots of squirrels, chipmunks and ducks.  They were all very busy, digging in the dry leaves, dashing between trees, not paying any attention to the people on the paths. 

I got a strange sense that evening of a deep and pregnant silence laid over the park.  It was not actually quiet, the squirrels and deer made quite a lot of crunching and crackling noise in the leaves, but all the sounds seemed to be laid against a heavy background of silence.  Even the people chatting or greeting each other as they walked seemed to want to talk in whispers, and avoid drawing attention to themselves. 

The animals all seemed almost frantic in their movements.  When I tried to speak to them, no one wanted to pause and talk, everyone seemed entirely focused on getting their feeding or gathering done quickly.  A trio of turkey hens did say as they trotted away that they were headed towards their cozy spot, that they hoped I was going to be safely under cover before dark; this was not a night to be wandering about.

Deep in the woods the path runs beside a creek bed.  At one low point, the creek bed widens a bit and runs over flat smooth stone;  it looks like a perfect ford or crossing place, except that it seems to lead no where - there is not a path on either side.  But yet the feeling has always persisted that this was a crossing place.  Some time ago I had asked the stones and trees there about it, and they had told me that at certain times there are those who cross there -- they have always done so, since long before people first walked this country.  They are not animals either; they cross here on the way to somewhere else.

This evening as I passed the crossing spot the air felt tingly, and I stopped and waited for a bit to see if there was in fact something crossing that my eyes could not see.  After a minute I got the feeling that spot I was standing, on the rock that leads into the water, was not a wise place to be.  When it came, it would pass through there and I should not be in its way.  I stepped off the rocky area a little further up the path, and waited quietly again; I really wanted to see if there was something coming. 

As I stood there in the silence, there was a sudden large noise at the top of the ridge well above me; a loud shaking/crashing/rushing noise of dry leaves and branches that stopped as soon as it started.  I looked up, and the branches in one of the trees at the top of the hill were shuddering, as if something had shaken then harshly and then let go.  Everything was quiet again, not even any squirrels rustling.  A moment later, another tree a few yards further down the ridge did the same thing, a group of upper branches suddenly shaking violently and then stopped.  I got a very strong sense that something was coming.  I was not in immediate danger, but it would be very foolish to be here after dark tonight.  Something was on its way, and would cross here tonight after dark.  I got a clear message from the surrounding trees and animals that it would be very dangerous to meet it, you do not want to come to its attention; as long as you are tucked in your home and quiet by nightfall you are safe, but only a fool would risk interfering with it.  I decided that I would take their advice, and continued my walk rather quickly, leaving the valley and returning home.